take a chance watch it fall, grab too much and lose it all

i've had a lot of things on my mind lately and i need to get them out. i like lists.

• malibu
• telling my feelings
  
• great friends
• christmas/december and family
  
• jobs
• finals
• scheduling classes for next quarter (any suggestions?)
  
• writing
• not wanting anything to do with the high school...
• the health of my grandparents
• missing old friends
• giving advice in tough areas
  
• receiving advice and trying to figure out what to do with it...
  
• being real in my faith
• honduras trip- i need girls!! (seriously. i'm not going to go if no other girls sign up.)

that's enough for now. i'm sure that i'll elaborate on at least one of these if not the majority of them very soon. i'm really excited to have some extra free time on my hands in the next few weeks.